Post by Amber on Jul 8, 2006 7:39:03 GMT 10
Watching by QueenC, aka Amber
Summary: This is Spike's POV during and after he saw Buffy and Angel kissing in "End of Days" and "Chosen."
Rating: PG
*Disclaimer- The 'verse? Joss Whedon's. Me? A worshipper.
Watching
I watched in horror as I saw Buffy and Angel's lips touch, for a brief kiss. Though it was brief, it seemed to last forever for me. How could she do this to me? Even after we spent such a wonderful night together...just sleeping in each other's arms.
That was the best night of my life, and now this was my worst. It's amazing how close together those two days were...
How could she do this to me? I just couldn't believe it! And with that poofter! I was so full of anger and sadness all at the same time...was she going to get back together with him? And I thought that our relationship was starting to grow more...
But I guess that it was never really a relationship...just a bunch of shagging...it felt more like a relationship to me, and has been seeming more and more like one lately.
And then their was that 'first love, true love' thing. I could never beat that. She's always been in love with him, and always will be. She'll never love me, and I know that.
But then I got angry again. The poofter? WHY? I thought of myself as so much better than Angel. For one thing, I would never leave Buffy. Ever. Second, I have better hair, and it isn't lame and doesn't grow strait up. Third...IT'S THE POOFTER! Have some common sense, Slayer!!
"That bitch," The First said, in the form of Buffy.
'More like that bastard' I thought to myself, and then walked off to vent at Buffy's house.
When I got there, I went downstairs, took my coat off, and got a piece of paper and a pen. I drew a lopsided head, 'X's for eyes, and hair that grew strait up. I then taped it to the punching bag. I looked at it with anger, and started to punch at it furiously.
'This is what you get for taking my girl,' I thought as I continued to punch the bag.
-fin-
Summary: This is Spike's POV during and after he saw Buffy and Angel kissing in "End of Days" and "Chosen."
Rating: PG
*Disclaimer- The 'verse? Joss Whedon's. Me? A worshipper.
Watching
I watched in horror as I saw Buffy and Angel's lips touch, for a brief kiss. Though it was brief, it seemed to last forever for me. How could she do this to me? Even after we spent such a wonderful night together...just sleeping in each other's arms.
That was the best night of my life, and now this was my worst. It's amazing how close together those two days were...
How could she do this to me? I just couldn't believe it! And with that poofter! I was so full of anger and sadness all at the same time...was she going to get back together with him? And I thought that our relationship was starting to grow more...
But I guess that it was never really a relationship...just a bunch of shagging...it felt more like a relationship to me, and has been seeming more and more like one lately.
And then their was that 'first love, true love' thing. I could never beat that. She's always been in love with him, and always will be. She'll never love me, and I know that.
But then I got angry again. The poofter? WHY? I thought of myself as so much better than Angel. For one thing, I would never leave Buffy. Ever. Second, I have better hair, and it isn't lame and doesn't grow strait up. Third...IT'S THE POOFTER! Have some common sense, Slayer!!
"That bitch," The First said, in the form of Buffy.
'More like that bastard' I thought to myself, and then walked off to vent at Buffy's house.
When I got there, I went downstairs, took my coat off, and got a piece of paper and a pen. I drew a lopsided head, 'X's for eyes, and hair that grew strait up. I then taped it to the punching bag. I looked at it with anger, and started to punch at it furiously.
'This is what you get for taking my girl,' I thought as I continued to punch the bag.
-fin-
